Stressed!!

Looking at the documents on my table, so stressed! How I wish I could get rid of them a.s.a.p. I can't work efficiently with a messy table. First of all, my emotion won't be stable if I see my table piling with documents. Secondly, if I can't reach or find the documents I want within a few seconds, it'll add on to my frustration and hence affect my mood and worsen my originally not-so-good temper.

For the past few weeks, I had been working at home at nights. But since last Wed, I stopped doing that. Instead, I have been blogging. I am not sure if I am trying to run away from my work. I just don't wish to think of work as much as I can. I dream of work almost everyday. I had a nap just now and I dreamed of myself running late for appointment by 3 hours! Few days ago, my dream was even more ridiculous. I dreamed of myself dealing with a dead man! I woke up a few times that night. Sigh! I interpreted it as a result of my work stress. But darling thought otherwise. He said it showed I really care about my work. Is that so? Perhaps he was trying to comfort me. :)

I hope I could have better sleep as I need full energy to work. There are too many things waiting for me to do.