PST sucks!

PST sucks! No integrity, no conscience! Shame of bankers! Sorry...they are just telesales. Opps...sorry again, not all from PST suck! I only wanna condemn a person named John Teo. His full name? I try to recall...sorry for the third time...I can't remember the name of a son of bitch! F***er!

P.S. There are millions of John Teo out there, but I only hate one, the one from PST at Cisco Centre! The rest, sorry!

Public generally hates bankers. Why? Because of the black sheep! To all bankers, we are not supposed to cheat or con for business. Please stop doing the dirty jobs.

Need a break

My last break was Phuket trip which was about 3 months ago. Why am I so exhausted again? A bank sales job can really drain our energy. Knowing this, my boss is actually quite 'considerate'. During last week sales meeting, he said we could take a day off before 10th July. Otherwise, it will be forfeited. It's 9th today and I have arranged 3 appointments ranging from 10am, 2pm and 4:30pm. Then, I have to attend a full day exhibition on 10th. My break is gone! :(

Let's look forward to the next public holiday. It should be 9th Aug. If not mistaken, it will be a long weekend. One month from now. Darling, any plan?

Look younger than actual age

When someone compliments you, maybe he/she is just being polite. But, if there is more than one person compliment you, does it mean they are telling the truth?

Lately, when I tell people that I am turning 30 this year, they say I don't look that old. Some even guess that I am just 25! Muahaha...no one can resist to this kind of flattering. To gals, it doesn't really bother us much if they are speaking it from the bottom of their hearts because we would rather believe they are.

Looking younger by 5 years than my age is what I have been aiming for. That's also why I have been spending so much on facial courses since I was 22. It's all worthwhile now. Of course, I also need to thank my mom for my chubby face. It makes people misinterpreting that I still have 'baby fat'. My advise to ladies over 30 years old is that we should not be underweight. Try to be a little fleshier than our younger age. Attention, you should not be fat or overweight either. In a nutshell, you should be 'slim yet fleshy'. Get it?

Nowadays, I am eating bird nest everyday. High consumption but I think it's gonna be worthwhile too. Hmm...It better be! :)

Work life balance

Darling has been nagging at me for my unhealthy lifestyle. He wants me to plan for regular meal hours, regular sleeping hours and regular exercise schedules. But I can't. My work is being given the top priority for now. I wish I can take leave. I wish I can slow down. I wish...but it is not possible. My workplace requires my full strength. My bosses require my 120% everyday.

I have been a super workaholic. Few years ago, my dad already warned me to take good care of my health. He said the potential medical fee could exceed all the money I earned if I continued to neglect my health.

Both of dad and darling love me, so they care. Should I continue to be stubborn? I really need some time to think about it...

3 weeks ago, I felt a sharp pain on my back. I was terrified then. Was it because of my long hours at work? In spite of my worries, I did not consult doctor. I let it heal by natural course. Inside, I am suspecting if it is not bone problem then it must be kidney as I have bad sitting posture and I love extremely salty foods. Either one is surely not a good news.

I need to change...I need time. Darling, give me more time. I know you are getting impatient with me or rather feeling hopeless about me. Don't give up. Be more fierce towards me. Be firmer with me. You pamper me too much that I have gone overboard. Do you realize? If you want me to have breakfast with you on Sat morning, just tell me so. A tip for you: sweet talks work best for gals. :)