Work life balance

Darling has been nagging at me for my unhealthy lifestyle. He wants me to plan for regular meal hours, regular sleeping hours and regular exercise schedules. But I can't. My work is being given the top priority for now. I wish I can take leave. I wish I can slow down. I wish...but it is not possible. My workplace requires my full strength. My bosses require my 120% everyday.

I have been a super workaholic. Few years ago, my dad already warned me to take good care of my health. He said the potential medical fee could exceed all the money I earned if I continued to neglect my health.

Both of dad and darling love me, so they care. Should I continue to be stubborn? I really need some time to think about it...

3 weeks ago, I felt a sharp pain on my back. I was terrified then. Was it because of my long hours at work? In spite of my worries, I did not consult doctor. I let it heal by natural course. Inside, I am suspecting if it is not bone problem then it must be kidney as I have bad sitting posture and I love extremely salty foods. Either one is surely not a good news.

I need to change...I need time. Darling, give me more time. I know you are getting impatient with me or rather feeling hopeless about me. Don't give up. Be more fierce towards me. Be firmer with me. You pamper me too much that I have gone overboard. Do you realize? If you want me to have breakfast with you on Sat morning, just tell me so. A tip for you: sweet talks work best for gals. :)