Hey...you've put on weight!

Sad and shameful to announce here...but I really put on some weight since last year. Nobody to blame but myself as I have been quite lax in managing my diet.

2 weeks ago when I met my landlord for signing the 2nd year lease contract. She bluntly said this to me "You have put on weight. This means the Feng Shui of this unit is quite good. You know, all my previous tenants put on weight after they shifted in." Seriously, I never really think put on weight is a good thing to me!! I felt rather down after her comment. Another day, darling's friend also felt that I had put on some weight ever since we last met. My god! I can't take it anymore...I hate this line... :(

I always tell darling that I wanna lose weight. He always says he likes 'fleshy' gal. He has a very traditional thinking that a 'fleshy' girlfriend will bring good luck to him. Though I put on weight, he says he prefers me this way as I look healthier now. Is that so, darling? Can I continue putting more weight? Is that what you want?? Tell me...

Whatever it is, I have decided to control my diet. I really mind every word that people say about my weight. So, I must lose weight fast fast fast!!