Life can never be perfect

Life can never be perfect!

I want to succeed in my career. At the same time, I hope to be a responsible wife. And, I also wish to be more filial to my parents. How to achieve all these together?

My weekends are almost burnt every week nowadays. I can't go back to JB frequently. I also can't accompany hubby for his basketball matches like previously anymore. Most of my time has been contributed to my work. I feel so unbalanced! I feel angry...angry at myself that I can't finish my work within weekdays...angry that I still can't achieve target even though I have sacrificed so much quality time which I should have spent with my hubby and family!

Darling and I had a talk. He told me to pursue what I want for myself. He would not mind to postpone our baby plan till I am ready. I didn't feel happier when I heard that. Instead, I felt even more stressed. This is never my wish. I actually hope that I can quickly catch up with my new job so that I can devote more time to focus on our baby plan. Well, if life can be this perfect, right?