Full term

It's 37th week! This means my baby is full term now and it also means I might deliver anytime from now. Omg! I am not ready yet...

I almost got everything my baby and myself need. However, I am still not sure if that's all we need. I am so worried that something important has slipped my mind and shall end up with chaos after baby is born.

Another thing that I worry the most is my work. I am still actively involved at work. I actually plan to commence my maternity from 2nd May which is just a few days before my EDD. Well, I am uncertain if my baby is patient enough to wait till then. As such, I set a deadline for myself to finish upmost pending cases and queries by end of this week or latest mid of next week.

The waiting game is torturing coz you won't know when it's gonna happen. I am anxious every day and night. Whenever I feel pain with my stomach, I get panic. I guess most 1st time moms experience the same too.

Sometimes, I imagine how my life will be after baby is born. Will I be a good mom? Will I be able to breastfeed? Can I cope with my baby alone after the confinement lady leaves me? Who will my baby resemble? Then again, all these are not so important. After all, I just pray that my baby will be healthy and happy.

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